Oh very young/What will you leave us this time

It is getting crazy here. My advent calendar this year is some loops of paper on a string but Finn doesn't care as Joe reminded me the other night. I don't have it in me like I did last year. I was not so busy then. I just have to challenge myself to focus on the reason. They are the reason. Joe and these boys that turn my heart inside out. Do you have to break yrself too? Do you take yr ruler and rap yr own knuckles sometimes?